Was invited to Oscar's Farewell Party. He will be leaving to Australia for his further studies this CNY. From stranger we became dance partner and now we are friends.. Only in this 3 months.. We got him a T-shirt with our photos printed on it. Well it didn't turn out to be what we expected but it was still acceptable. Hope he likes it :)

We were requested to dance there too.. SO embarrassing >.< wakakakka ="D

Chit-chatting the whole night. Talking about life and some personal stuff. Kinda fun~ I missed the days where friends hang out together and chit-chatting. :)

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I thought you knew me well. But apparently, I was wrong. You knew I dislike people getting information from someone else instead of the person involved. Before that, I wasn't that angry. But you never try to approach me and ask me what is happening. Not even once. I'm the one who ended up texted you or emailed you. I would appreciate if you come to me and ask me what happened. Every time when we had problems, you will try to get info from my sis. And by doing that you actually made used of her in a way, and we will definitely had a fight about that. I'm not trying to say that you are trying to ruin the relationship between me and my sister. But you knew her pretty well.

I did try to talk to you. But you dare not even look at me in my eyes. Fine then~ You never even try to fix this. I knew I was super mad yesterday. I'm sorry but I was even mad after I saw how you react -by not doing anything. Waited you at my house and I thought we were going together. But apparently you had your own arrangement without telling us, at least inform us. We invited you over to our car but I guess you like squeezing with 4 other peoples.

Frankly, I have no idea why I'm so pissed. You might think that I'm way too sensitive in things. But this time I'm not. I won't give a damn if I'm not concern about this. I'm not sure if you will check this out. Hope to hear from you soon. I'm waiting~

CNY shopping spree :)

Went shopping with Celine today. Was suppose to get some CNY new shoes but we ended up buying unnecessary stuff. Sob sob.. I guess our parents will forbidden us from going out together again.. >.<

We are 2 officially broke kid T_T I think next week I can only bring my breakfast and cereals bar to school. So I can save up some money =P

Bought loads and loads of stuff.. Dad went oversea so uhm we can buy more stuff. wakakakakaka =D Cause he can only scold me thru the phone.. Oh, I'm not bad. I'm just in my spending mood recently. So I need jobs , DESPERATELY.

But hadn't got myself a pair of heels. Any suggestion??

Here are the stuff I bought today.. Wanna recommend some facial products.. Super nice.

This is B-liv by Cellnique. I used to buy it from Cellnique but now we can buy it from SASA.

The pro-sebum gel (Off With Those Heads) are one of the products that Celine and me love the most. It helps on blackheads, whiteheads and pores. It controls oils too.. Very efficient. Used to buy it at the price of RM180+ at Cellnique. But SASA is selling for RM159. If you purchase within this 3 days, you are entitled to get a box of mask (shown above) and 2 free movie tickets. You also get to lucky draw and stand a chance to win some goodies or a full set of their products :)

From my experience, My blackheads and whiteheads were all gone. When you have breakouts or boo boo just apply some on it and it will dry up the next day. So go and grab it before Sunday .

This is the Honey Rose Overnight Mask by Polynia. It was recommended by Celine. Her info regarding Facial products and cosmetics are always up-to-date. She reads lots and lots of mags I think. This products won the CLEO best cream mask. So I think it is good. :) The promoter tried it on my hand and it hydrates and moisturize immediately. Sooooo cool~ They are having promotion too.. Buy one free one !!!! They only have one counter and it is located @ parkson, sungei wang. One bottle has 250ml and cost RM130. So you can share with your friends and get it @ RM65 each..

It was written that this product, exfoliates, cleances, moisturises, unclog pores etc etc. You can u use it everyday and each time it only uses around 1cm.

Bought lots of clothes and did not get any SHOES~!!!! Grrrrrr..

I know I look fat here. It's not the angle problem. I really did put on weight. Lol.

My stupid hair colour. Lady Gaga attempt failed. (For those who knew what I was trying to say)

** Anyway, I washed my own clothes today. And the first attempt of using Washing Machine SUCCEEDED

Not a good day for me today.. I woke up pretty late. I thought I forgot to fetch Bel. Ran to her room and realized that she was gone with dad. I then realized it was my day off ♥ I almost got my heart bump out.*pheeeeeewww*

Luckily I wasn't late for class. We left earlier to get our material. Went to Pudu to search for some electrical shop and get our LED light fitting done.. Only the lighting already cost us around RM300.. sobs.. But I learned quite a lot of stuff there.. I'm glad I went there or else I won't be able to know that there were so many different kinds of LED :)

I just can't wait till we get our model done. I wonder how will that look like... I hope i will look nice though.

Wonder why I prefer staying single? I guess it's because I dislike sticky guys. I would like to have my own time doing my own stuff. Share some times with my friends but not hanging around with my boyfriend most of the time, like 80%? I guess they will need their own time too. Their own time to hang out with their friends and do some boy stuff. I want my life to be special and yet I want it to be the best I could have.

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I have no idea what happened to you today. Not going to ask though. You will tell me if you want to. Just to let you know that we were concerned about you. I'm sick of telling you the same thing over and over again. I'm just trying to let you know wasting your time doing the same thing that won't make any difference it's just not right. I don't want you to put such big effort and did not get what you wanted. I don't want you to give up. I'm saying this for your good.

You might think that who am I to tell you so. You are my best friend and friends are the priority of my life. So I do care. But if you dislike it, please feel free to let me know. ~ All the best

It's been awhile since I last chat with Moinkster. Another special friend of mine.

I'm not sure if you still check out my blog.

If you do, how are you over there?? Busy working??

Just to let you know I did not forget you and hereby I wish you all the best in the year 2010 ♥

xoxo, Sotong

Another 'Sneak Peak'

*ahem ahem* Went for another sneak peak. We watched Haunted University. Not what I expected. I thought it will be something really creepy and scary. But it turned out to be very lame.. The effect ain't that good. The ghosts are obviously like the 'ghosts' we can see in the ghost house.. ewwww~ And the story line is not interesting at all. Ghost rumors from my school are scarier than that.. =.=

Still planning on what cookies I should bake this Chinese New Year. Got quite a lot of requests for Pineapple tart. One of sotong's favourite food :) But Maria is not here, I have to wash everything by myself *pity* ..

Sokai wanted a bottle of pineapple tart without pineapple filling.. LOL....That's super hilarious. Who doesn't like the filling?? I only eat the fillings.. XD sokai, I'll make you super huge pineapple tart without the filling and errr I'll try to make them look like a pineapple.. hahahaha

Have to work on my friend's farewell present. Not going to blog that much.. (an excuse when you have nothing to blog) keke =D

Good night peep~ sweet dreams ♥

In ♥ with the specs

The whatever post

WHOAH.... Thomas, are you really that hungry?? One bowl of noodles + extra noodles. 2 plates of doubled up fried rice..O.O

See, you look so happy with your food... kekekek =D

GOTCHA~

I'm so cooooooooool~

I'm way too coooooool~

What? Stop staring at me.

I'm not available.

I belongs to SOTONG.... Forever~

Drag me to hell~ =P

Woke up late. Went to the gym and have no time to get my hair blow.

So i bun it up :) Love it <3

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Weeeee~ Breakfast with ping ping & ham ham tomorrow...

Went for a short jog around my house this evening so I'm super tired now..

Good night peeps~ Sweet dreams

xoxo

Sotong

The kepochi is going to zip it up

You guys probably thinking why I wrote the previous post. *secret*.. kekeke =D I think it's fun. Well I love stuff that is full with mystery.. or should I say stuff that will give people question marks.. It actually took me quite sometime to digest on what I'm going to write. I also flipped through my dusty Thesaurus, hahahahhaha x) I knew my English ain't that good. So please forgive me if I made any grammar mistakes.. Ignore them ~ Please stay tuned for more posts. :)

I'm always a talkative girl. Ever since I went to Kindergarten, I've get lots of complaints about being talkative in class when teacher was teaching. XD This habit of mine have been with me till now. I'm not trying to say that I'm proud with it.. I just love to talk. Or I should just admit that I'm pretty kepo.

Since you are not interested to what I say or not paying any attention to it. I will just shut the fuck up and not saying anything anymore. Only if you ask

me something. Do you know how hurt I am when I'm trying to say something but you actually ignore me and talking to someone else? I know sometimes I crap a lot. But I'm just trying to break the silence. It's AWKWARD ! It's not the first time. And not only me. Sometimes when I see people talking to you but you ignored them, I

really felt sorry for them. I knew how pissed and hurt they were.

So, from today onwards, the kepochi sotong will zip it up a

nd be as solemn as she could. I knew it's not me. I don't do stuff to draw attention from people. I'm just being me as a talkative girl. I'm not trying

to draw any attention. So if you happened to think that I crap that much because I'm drawing attention

from you, I'm sorry you are WRONG. I hope one day you actually knew how I feel.

Sometimes, when I was full of excitement trying

to tell you something and you ended up talking with someone in your bluetooth. That SUCKS ! You spoiled my entire mood.

I actually enjoy laughing, chit-chatting with people around me. Even though I might look like a fool to anyone of you. But I actually enjoy the moment where we laugh and joke around. I actually love that. Some of you might think that

I'm retarded or childish. I DON'T CARE. I'm just being me, the sotong. I'm happy being who I am :)

I actually miss this hairstyle that I used to have..

Though it's VERY OLD. I insist referring it as MATURE. kekekekek x)

Don't you think it suits me better than having bangs?? O.o

xoxo,

Sotong

First time meeting Thomas Moore

I was taking the sandwiches that was suppose to be my breakfast and I was paged for an emergency in Trauma Two. My sandwich was half eaten and I had to leave for another emergency. I sprinted down the hospital corridor like a guided missile straight to Trauma Two.

I have a man on the table, John Doe Pedestrian, a victim from a hit-and-run. He was losing a lot of blood from the cut he had in his abdominal. He was in his sixties, lying on the on the table with his saggy and toneless muscle.

After a 45 minutes of saving, we managed to get the man back. (Pheeeeewwww)

I came out from the E.R. with my bloody gown and gloves. I can feel the exhaustion. At last, I get to rest for a minute and finish up the lunch that was leftover. When I about to step into the elevator, someone called out my name. I could sense trouble. I turned over and saw a man and a woman approaching. I was attracted by his charming and handsome face even though maturity has carved deeply sober into it. The suit he was wearing was dated and dull-looking but it revealed his tone and firm body perfectly. His eyebrow was rather thick but it had the perfect shape. I guess he was in his mid forties, the threads of silver threads can be seen is his side burn. I couldn't stop staring at his soft grey eyes, as if they were unreadable.

The woman was in a severe blue suit as if she was working in the military. She was fierce looking with a laser gaze hazel eyes. I dare not even look at her for more than 5 seconds. My vision was then transfered back to him.

Detective Thomas Moore, this was how he referred himself with his gentle yet sexy voice. The solemn looking woman was Detective Rizzoli. They were from the homicide unit.

I still couldn't move my gaze away from him.

Homicide? It warned me that troubles were to come.

I cancelled my next appoinment and brought them to my room. They were here for Andrew Capra. They wanted to know what happened to me in Savannah. Something I wouldn't want anyone to bring it up. Something I wouldn't want to talk about. He brought up the question with the most delicacy possible that he could. I was pleased in a way, but terrified in another. They were to bring up everything again. It took me forever to forget about this.

In this 2 years, I'm living with fear. I spent most of my time in the ER and I wished to feel safe at home. I want peace and I don't care about what is happening out there. What happened to me 2 years ago was the last thing I wanted to know and hear of.

I was trembling.I'm scared. He knew that. It was too obvious.

When he showed me the photos of the 2 victims, his fingers brushed mine and I knew he could feel the fear that I had. As a detective, he was observant. I could see that when he stepped into my room. The way he scanned my room with his gaze. I looked at him and then I only noticed that he was studying me. Trying to find the inner part of mine, try to get to know me better. I tried to cover my fear, but I couldn't. I didn't want to show him the weakest part of mine.

He kept quiet and been gentle all the time. I felt no threatened in the whole conversation with him. It really calmed me down.

But when Detective Rizzoli spoke. She did not make any effort to soften her voice. All she wanted was answers and not to waste any time. Her questions were like millions of needles poking through my heart. I can feel the pain instantly. Questions by Questions like tons of bullets shooting through my heart again. Her questions became more and more intimate. I hate that !

Dear God, Please STOP !! Stop all the questions.

He stopped her, but she insisted. I'm pleased that he helped out. He could read me from my face, knowing that I felt uncomfortable and scared. He is such a caring guy. I'm starting to like him more.

Unlike her, the stone-hearted Rizzoli.

Catherine Cordell aka Sotong

(copyright reserved)

keke =D enjoy :)

Crabbie~WOOT!~

Went to gym early in the morning. Freaking 9AM.

Then, we went to KLCC cause Bel wanted to shop for her valentine's day gift. Speaking of which, this is another lonely valentines of mine T_T

Waited for Bel's friend- Stephanie for lunch. She was rushing for her spanish class so she only joined us for lunch.

Finally, Bel decided to buy a key ring from Tiffany & Co. It was a globe and planet key ring. They discontinued it so it was stored in safe and no longer in the display shelves. But, Bel get them to sell her as the last customer.. OMG. That key ring cost her like RM525. *fainted* Nevermind, she is filthy rich but I'm not..

But, I found myself a 21-year-old birthday present. The Tiffany & Co.'s Charm bracelet.. Wuuuu.. Super nice but extremely expensive. I always wanted a charm bracelet. Like adding a cute little charm during special occasion.. That will be memorable!~

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It's been a long time since we had dinner with dad so we decided to go for CRAB tonight.. wakkakakak =D My all-time favorite food :) Only 3 of us but we ordered way too much food. Only get to took some pictures cause I was busy eating.. haha X)

Mantis Prawn.. Yumeeeeeee ~

Not my vege but this what they have... >.<

Salted egg Crab *love love*

Sweet & Sour crabbie~ *drooolingggg*

Man Tau

Seaweed soup.

A dinner without soup is never perfect ~!

I know I was suppose to eat less but I'm sorry. I just can't miss crab... T_T Will start tomorrow I promise.. :(

Bad Habit ~ SHOO

My temper ain't good recently. I guess my "friend" is visiting me soon.. I get angry for no reason, no patience at all~ Sorry sorry :(

Went to the gym today. Was running at the cardio zone an

d saw MyFM Dj. She was super tiny standing beside me.. Her bones are like soft shell crab, so fragile~ haha

The gym is still under construction. It's been months since I went tanning.. I want the pool back!!~ Haven't seen Xiao Bai ever since I went back to gym. I guess he was transfered or he quitted his job. Probably because he dislike his new uniform

.. wakakkakaka x)

Only did 45 minutes of running and I have to go. Need

to fetch my sis :( was bathing and all a sudden the electric was off.. DAMN~ I couldn't see anything.. I have shampoo all over my body and coincidently it was off peak time.. Not many people at the gym. The shower room is freaking big and that makes it more scary. I quickly shower off the shampoo and run to my locker.. It was at the inner corner. The scariness increased. WTF~ I was shivering in my towel and i couldn't find my key.. I guess I dropped somewhere when I was running. zzzz How am I going to find my key in such a dark area. I waited for around 20 minutes shivering until the elect

ric recovers. I was sneezing non stop and when the electric is back that means the air-cond is back too. Super cold~ Today only I realized that I'm afraid of dark~ Haha

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Been eating a lot recently and ignoring all the diet plans.. I even tried 4 times of fast food in a week. I did not increase in my weight but then some of my pants are tight.. sob sob. I look so plum in photos. Some said it's because of my bangs but everytime I look in the mirror and realized that my face has transformed from a moon t

o a ball..>.<

I'm in my one month detox programme. But I did not care about what I ate. I eat whatever I want and I even took McD..T_T I really should stop

consuming food in between meals. No more junk food. Less meat and NO MORE FAST FOOD. Wish me luck. I've lost the determination that I used to have. Not only in this matter but in every form. I've became more and more lazy. All I

did was just movie and FB.. sigh~ I really should get my ass back to my work.

Pretty tired today, off to bed now

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Went to the "Citigold 2010 Chinese New Year Dinner". Apparently it was meant for those filthy rich auntie and uncles but dad dragged us there since Betty sent him an invitation. So we are the only "unique species". hahaha. Have to dress up pretty formal so papa sotong is in a suit..wuuuhoooo =p

Always love attending Citigold Chinese New Year dinner because the food are always good.. Although hotel food are never good, but their dinner are always good.. :) Last time was at Westin and today it was at Shangri-La hotel. Got myself hand massage and

a set of SK2 products there *wink*

We were taught how to drink Blue Label in a proper way too. The so-called-perfect-way to drink Johnny Walker Blue Label is to sip a mouth of cold water and the consume it. Then, sip another mouth of cold water and held it in the mouth for 2 secs and then consume it again. Sip a bit of the Blue Label and experience the different smell and flavor in the mou

th for few seconds and then consume again... It was pretty interesting cause normally I used to see people drinking blue label + green tea/ Coke/ pepsi/ water or whatever and just blurp all into the stomach. At least I get to experience what's the blends of 16 different whisky. keke =D Anyway I still prefer Blue Label neat :)

Was sitting beside a Doctor. He was a gynecologist. Very nice and wise guy :) Glad to knew him. His wife even introduce her sister to my dad...lmao

Though we are the only "kids" there but we had fun chit-chatting with all the uncle and aunties.. They are all nice people, Very happy people too. So, talking to them made me feel so relieved and relax. I thought I will regret going. But we were reluctant to leave..lol We were the last table to leave the ballroom.. XD

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Today was another day with model making again. After our lunch break, we went to the supermarket and shop for some snacks so that we can eat while doing our model..

See what we bought .....swt

Was suppose to be some snacks but we ended up getting snacks for the whole week =.= OMGOSH

lol.. In order to keep them fresh and prevent them from cockroaches, we tied them in plastic bag and hung them up high in our model room.. wakakkakakakaka

It's just like the old days where people store their food.

Look at the lappie. It was showing a movie and look what was on the table.. FOOD ~!!!!

*ahem ahem* what are you guys doing??? Aren't we suppose to be working on the model??

ana ana. Your hand is holding the sofa seat but your eyes are staring at the screen.. Oh my~

Aduiiii ~~~ SPOTTED everyone staring at the screen while sotong taking photos behind.. keke =D

Camwhoring~~~ the 3 musketeers

Sotong & Pearly.

I'm hunching.. Ish

Sotong & ping ping :)

SPotted ping ping outside posing.. XD

Ham and Sotong

Ham's creation~

Yea i know this is way better compare with mine.

Ma amy did it.. So no comment... =x

Tadaaaaaaaaaaa My sofa seat..

Please call me a pro... =P

by Ms Amy

The progress of the Mosaic tiles..

It was upside down

It was suppose to look like an abstract desert .

A day with the 'Sneak Peak" =p

Today is like the usual schooling days with tons of work. Sticking the mosaic tiles, making cute little pillows, yawning and boring. So the whole model making crew decided to do something crazy.. LOL... shhhhhhhhhh..

Our lunch break was suppose to be @ 1215 but then we couldn't wait till the lunch break, all of us are super bored and sleepy so we decided catch a movie.We are going for "Carriers". We skipped lunch and only munch popcorn in the cinema.. Super crazy~x.x and also superrrrrr hungry T_T

By the time we came out from the cinema, it's about time to get our ass back to our model making afternoon session.

I've watched this movie at home via PPStream. Haha love the PPS cause I always get to catch the latest movie before it was shown in the cinema. But it's kinda nice watching it again in the cinema. The whole cinema is just 8 of us and another 3 loner guy XD Pretty scary but fun XD

It's been ages since I did something crazy. It really help me from killing all the boredom and sleepiness. Weeeee~

*ps I think Lou Taylor Pucci is hot~

Vampire vs Cinderella

It's been a week since Bel's school reopened. And it's also been a week being her driver.. I guess I'm going to fall sick soon.. Have to wake up @ 6am and sleep before 12am..sob sob.. My life is totally upside down.. I used to sleep at 3am and woke up at 8am. Now I'm officially a Vampire that need to leave the house before dawn and the Cinderella that has to leave before 12am. Awwww~ Bel you better get your driving license as soon as possible.. T_T

I've been thinking about my further studies recently. Wanted to take Interior Architecture but also feel like taking Fashion Design. I'm not sure if my papa will allow me to take another new degree cause it will increase his expenses and also delay the time of my graduation. Sigh~

But one of the reason why I wanted to take Fashion Design is because I can help him in his work. I know in the business field, one must have lots of experience and very good social skills. But me? I have none of the above. So, I hope that by taking Fashion Design course will actually help me in this field. I don't want to get bully or cheated when I took over his business. I know as a young girl that has no experience and no skills that is required in the field will not be trusted. So I will do whatever to get their trust and be a star in this field and also not forgetting the ID field.. kekekeke .. dream on me~ anyway, wish me luck.. GO SOTONG~!

The Messy Sotong x.x

My head feels like 50 kg the whole day. I've already tried to sleep before 12 yesterday cause I knew I have to get up at 6 to fetch my sis to college. Her class starts at 830 and mine only starts at 915. Due to the stupid jam that KL has everyday, I have to leave my house earlier. Reached Bel's college at 730, wtf ~!!!!! Why is the road so smooth, not jam at all~!! zzzzzz Luckily I brought my gym stuff so I went to gym until my class are about to start...

Did not really do anything in class. Wanted to stick another mosaic wall but I forgot to bring my specs x.x Have to wear that retarded specs tomorrow again. haha XD Or else I'll be sleeping in the class again..=P

Came back and slept till 8pm.. wakakakkakaa but my head still feels heavy T_T wanted to do some work but I'm sick of looking at all the 3D so I decided to tidy my room (my room is in a real mess).

Before

After

I know it doesn't make any big differences. But it's still took me 2 hours to get rid of all the mess..I guess this will not last for more than 2 weeks. After 2 weeks it will definitely back to normal... =p Anyway I still feel happy. LOL.. My memo board's photo are really outdated. Really have to update them >.<

Life ain't life without choices.

Yeah, another choices of life. sigh~ Like I said there is never a life without choices. :(

I hate making choices, maybe because I'm afraid of the consequences after I made one.

But as time goes, lots and lots of choices are to be made.

Here I am with another confused situation ..sob sob. In less than a month time, I will be going for my internship program (this is also another problem =.= haven't decide where to work ). If i finished my whole course successfully, I will be going to UK this September.

Before that, I was planning to go to TEESSIDE University for my Interior Architecture Degree. But now most likely won't be going there.. I'm planning some

place else. Cause I was considering taking Fashion Design as well. So the unsolved problem will be solved and everything will be just fine. Just that dad need to pay more perhaps?? wakakakaka and I get to stay there longer... =P

Unfortunately, it's pretty hard to find a University that offers Interior Architecture and Fashion Design. Teesside is offering 9 months of degree program which is super short (good in a way, bad in another). I'm not really sure about the others.

I wanted to find out which U is really good for Interior

Architecture but I have no idea who should I find out with. By doing research online, I think its pretty much the same. Every school will actually brag about how good they are. >.<

If i enquire via agents, they will have to know what are our budgets and I really dislike it. Why can't they just let us know what are the choices of U that they have and we will only talk about the budgets stuff later on. zzz

I guess it will be pretty much the same too if I asked my current college. Cause Teeside is the only U that has affiliation with my college. And they often have people coming by to give talks and introduction of their U.

Sigh~ I really hope to find a good U cause I've already missed my college life. And I wish that my University life won't be as bad as this. wish me luck ~

I wonder how.. I wonder why

It's my final semester now - The model making. My lecturer has chosen my hotel's project to be one of the model. Frankly, I always longed for this semester to come. But when it comes, it was not what I expect.

Speaking of which, that means in 2 months time I will have to go for my internship program. This is something I'm not ready for.

-What if my boss/client wanted something from me but I don't know how?

-What happened if they think I'm too stupid and the 2years course its actually a waste of time?

-What if I gave them the wrong detailing/section that screw the whole project?

-What happened if I cannot hand in the work on time???

(*yea I knew I'm a bit over anxious but as I said.. I'M NOT READY FOR THIS)

I also knew that I should get my ass to work no matter what.. It's part of the life, deal with it~

wish my luck for not screwing it..

I ♥ Bangkok

Just came back from Bangkok. Was suppose to be a shopping trip but dad and Bel shopped more than me..awww~

But luckily I get to eat lots and lots of food. XD

Lots of photos and kinda lazy to post it all up here.

so click here for the photos.

Dyed my hair the next day after I came back from Thailand.

Was suppose to get a super chio brown hair but it turns out to be almost blonde T_T

My hair stylist told me its because my original hair colour is way too light so it turns out to be lighter.. sigh~ Dad says I look like "ang moh" from behind ( some more need to add on "from behind".. ). The first thing my maid told me is :"WAAAAA...". *speechless*

couldn't really see the colour of my hair but well it's worst than this. >.<

(ignore the narcissism and the messy room =x )

cute isn't it??

Apparently it was from my friend's boxer...

LOL.. I've never seen this... x.x

I've seen spongebob, paul frank, porno types of boxer but never once a sotong boxer..

Super super funny, was laughing my ass off when i saw this.

No idea why is it so funny but I just couldn't stop laughing *silly*

Life is short.

Life's Brief Candle

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more: it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.

William Shakespeare

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I believed most of you knew this poem. It was one of our syllabus in secondary's English literature.

What inspired me to post this was because many people that I have loved had left me.

Life is short and unpredictable.

One day, you are living your life happily and the next day you realized that you are down with critical illness.

The person that is very important to me had left me when I was young and was at a age that needed love.

I used to rely on people very much, I ordered people more than doing my own thing.

I guess I don't even know how to do any house work.

Yea, I admit people dislike me when I was young. I always get what I want, no one dare to say no to me.

And this is where my so-called-princess-temper came from.

I can imagine myself pointing at people and ordering them to do my work. What a joke.

It's pretty funny to think back to the old days.

Now, I have to do everything by myself.

No one to guide me, nobody telling me what is right or wrong.

I have to make my own decision. And I wish they are right.

I even learned how to wear a pads myself by reading the super thick home doctor book that someone gave me. Remember I didn't even know what is menstruation and was super panic when it happened to me.

I bought my first lingerie myself.

Went to secondary school by doing everything myself include registering, sending my application form and even went to the school myself in parents day.

My dad is always busy, busy with work as what I was told. I only see him at night and before I left for class.

We seldom talk, maybe it's not really comfortable for girls to talk with their dad.

I also represented my dad to visit Bel's teacher.

Now, I'm at college. and about to finish my course in 3 months time after my internship programme.

Or should I said, I'm already a grown-up?

There are life ahead me, and I don't know what are they, I guess nobody knows.

But I have choices too. Choices that will eventually change my life

It's like the poem 'The Road Not Taken' ( swt, what is wrong with me and the poems =.=, suddenly so poetic )

I'm stuck, for confusing in between the choices I have.

I'm a 21 year old girl, but I have problems that a normal 21 year old girl won't have.

I have to think like a grown-up, do like a grown-up.

Should I say that I have hard times in my life? No, don't think so.

We always have choices in our life. Choices that we made to lead our own life.

So what we have now is what we chose to be.

Even though there will be sacrifices if I chose either one, I will accept it sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

It's my choice and I should take it no matter what is the consequences or what is going to happen to me.

Life is short people~ Live your life to the fullest :)

Love,

Sotong

xoxo