Bad Habit ~ SHOO

My temper ain't good recently. I guess my "friend" is visiting me soon.. I get angry for no reason, no patience at all~ Sorry sorry :(

Went to the gym today. Was running at the cardio zone an

d saw MyFM Dj. She was super tiny standing beside me.. Her bones are like soft shell crab, so fragile~ haha

The gym is still under construction. It's been months since I went tanning.. I want the pool back!!~ Haven't seen Xiao Bai ever since I went back to gym. I guess he was transfered or he quitted his job. Probably because he dislike his new uniform

.. wakakkakaka x)

Only did 45 minutes of running and I have to go. Need

to fetch my sis :( was bathing and all a sudden the electric was off.. DAMN~ I couldn't see anything.. I have shampoo all over my body and coincidently it was off peak time.. Not many people at the gym. The shower room is freaking big and that makes it more scary. I quickly shower off the shampoo and run to my locker.. It was at the inner corner. The scariness increased. WTF~ I was shivering in my towel and i couldn't find my key.. I guess I dropped somewhere when I was running. zzzz How am I going to find my key in such a dark area. I waited for around 20 minutes shivering until the elect

ric recovers. I was sneezing non stop and when the electric is back that means the air-cond is back too. Super cold~ Today only I realized that I'm afraid of dark~ Haha

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Been eating a lot recently and ignoring all the diet plans.. I even tried 4 times of fast food in a week. I did not increase in my weight but then some of my pants are tight.. sob sob. I look so plum in photos. Some said it's because of my bangs but everytime I look in the mirror and realized that my face has transformed from a moon t

o a ball..>.<

I'm in my one month detox programme. But I did not care about what I ate. I eat whatever I want and I even took McD..T_T I really should stop

consuming food in between meals. No more junk food. Less meat and NO MORE FAST FOOD. Wish me luck. I've lost the determination that I used to have. Not only in this matter but in every form. I've became more and more lazy. All I

did was just movie and FB.. sigh~ I really should get my ass back to my work.

Pretty tired today, off to bed now

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Went to the "Citigold 2010 Chinese New Year Dinner". Apparently it was meant for those filthy rich auntie and uncles but dad dragged us there since Betty sent him an invitation. So we are the only "unique species". hahaha. Have to dress up pretty formal so papa sotong is in a suit..wuuuhoooo =p

Always love attending Citigold Chinese New Year dinner because the food are always good.. Although hotel food are never good, but their dinner are always good.. :) Last time was at Westin and today it was at Shangri-La hotel. Got myself hand massage and

a set of SK2 products there *wink*

We were taught how to drink Blue Label in a proper way too. The so-called-perfect-way to drink Johnny Walker Blue Label is to sip a mouth of cold water and the consume it. Then, sip another mouth of cold water and held it in the mouth for 2 secs and then consume it again. Sip a bit of the Blue Label and experience the different smell and flavor in the mou

th for few seconds and then consume again... It was pretty interesting cause normally I used to see people drinking blue label + green tea/ Coke/ pepsi/ water or whatever and just blurp all into the stomach. At least I get to experience what's the blends of 16 different whisky. keke =D Anyway I still prefer Blue Label neat :)

Was sitting beside a Doctor. He was a gynecologist. Very nice and wise guy :) Glad to knew him. His wife even introduce her sister to my dad...lmao

Though we are the only "kids" there but we had fun chit-chatting with all the uncle and aunties.. They are all nice people, Very happy people too. So, talking to them made me feel so relieved and relax. I thought I will regret going. But we were reluctant to leave..lol We were the last table to leave the ballroom.. XD

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Today was another day with model making again. After our lunch break, we went to the supermarket and shop for some snacks so that we can eat while doing our model..

See what we bought .....swt

Was suppose to be some snacks but we ended up getting snacks for the whole week =.= OMGOSH

lol.. In order to keep them fresh and prevent them from cockroaches, we tied them in plastic bag and hung them up high in our model room.. wakakkakakakaka

It's just like the old days where people store their food.

Look at the lappie. It was showing a movie and look what was on the table.. FOOD ~!!!!

*ahem ahem* what are you guys doing??? Aren't we suppose to be working on the model??

ana ana. Your hand is holding the sofa seat but your eyes are staring at the screen.. Oh my~

Aduiiii ~~~ SPOTTED everyone staring at the screen while sotong taking photos behind.. keke =D

Camwhoring~~~ the 3 musketeers

Sotong & Pearly.

I'm hunching.. Ish

Sotong & ping ping :)

SPotted ping ping outside posing.. XD

Ham and Sotong

Ham's creation~

Yea i know this is way better compare with mine.

Ma amy did it.. So no comment... =x

Tadaaaaaaaaaaa My sofa seat..

Please call me a pro... =P

by Ms Amy

The progress of the Mosaic tiles..

It was upside down

It was suppose to look like an abstract desert .

A day with the 'Sneak Peak" =p

Today is like the usual schooling days with tons of work. Sticking the mosaic tiles, making cute little pillows, yawning and boring. So the whole model making crew decided to do something crazy.. LOL... shhhhhhhhhh..

Our lunch break was suppose to be @ 1215 but then we couldn't wait till the lunch break, all of us are super bored and sleepy so we decided catch a movie.We are going for "Carriers". We skipped lunch and only munch popcorn in the cinema.. Super crazy~x.x and also superrrrrr hungry T_T

By the time we came out from the cinema, it's about time to get our ass back to our model making afternoon session.

I've watched this movie at home via PPStream. Haha love the PPS cause I always get to catch the latest movie before it was shown in the cinema. But it's kinda nice watching it again in the cinema. The whole cinema is just 8 of us and another 3 loner guy XD Pretty scary but fun XD

It's been ages since I did something crazy. It really help me from killing all the boredom and sleepiness. Weeeee~

*ps I think Lou Taylor Pucci is hot~

Vampire vs Cinderella

It's been a week since Bel's school reopened. And it's also been a week being her driver.. I guess I'm going to fall sick soon.. Have to wake up @ 6am and sleep before 12am..sob sob.. My life is totally upside down.. I used to sleep at 3am and woke up at 8am. Now I'm officially a Vampire that need to leave the house before dawn and the Cinderella that has to leave before 12am. Awwww~ Bel you better get your driving license as soon as possible.. T_T

I've been thinking about my further studies recently. Wanted to take Interior Architecture but also feel like taking Fashion Design. I'm not sure if my papa will allow me to take another new degree cause it will increase his expenses and also delay the time of my graduation. Sigh~

But one of the reason why I wanted to take Fashion Design is because I can help him in his work. I know in the business field, one must have lots of experience and very good social skills. But me? I have none of the above. So, I hope that by taking Fashion Design course will actually help me in this field. I don't want to get bully or cheated when I took over his business. I know as a young girl that has no experience and no skills that is required in the field will not be trusted. So I will do whatever to get their trust and be a star in this field and also not forgetting the ID field.. kekekeke .. dream on me~ anyway, wish me luck.. GO SOTONG~!

The Messy Sotong x.x

My head feels like 50 kg the whole day. I've already tried to sleep before 12 yesterday cause I knew I have to get up at 6 to fetch my sis to college. Her class starts at 830 and mine only starts at 915. Due to the stupid jam that KL has everyday, I have to leave my house earlier. Reached Bel's college at 730, wtf ~!!!!! Why is the road so smooth, not jam at all~!! zzzzzz Luckily I brought my gym stuff so I went to gym until my class are about to start...

Did not really do anything in class. Wanted to stick another mosaic wall but I forgot to bring my specs x.x Have to wear that retarded specs tomorrow again. haha XD Or else I'll be sleeping in the class again..=P

Came back and slept till 8pm.. wakakakkakaa but my head still feels heavy T_T wanted to do some work but I'm sick of looking at all the 3D so I decided to tidy my room (my room is in a real mess).

Before

After

I know it doesn't make any big differences. But it's still took me 2 hours to get rid of all the mess..I guess this will not last for more than 2 weeks. After 2 weeks it will definitely back to normal... =p Anyway I still feel happy. LOL.. My memo board's photo are really outdated. Really have to update them >.<

Life ain't life without choices.

Yeah, another choices of life. sigh~ Like I said there is never a life without choices. :(

I hate making choices, maybe because I'm afraid of the consequences after I made one.

But as time goes, lots and lots of choices are to be made.

Here I am with another confused situation ..sob sob. In less than a month time, I will be going for my internship program (this is also another problem =.= haven't decide where to work ). If i finished my whole course successfully, I will be going to UK this September.

Before that, I was planning to go to TEESSIDE University for my Interior Architecture Degree. But now most likely won't be going there.. I'm planning some

place else. Cause I was considering taking Fashion Design as well. So the unsolved problem will be solved and everything will be just fine. Just that dad need to pay more perhaps?? wakakakaka and I get to stay there longer... =P

Unfortunately, it's pretty hard to find a University that offers Interior Architecture and Fashion Design. Teesside is offering 9 months of degree program which is super short (good in a way, bad in another). I'm not really sure about the others.

I wanted to find out which U is really good for Interior

Architecture but I have no idea who should I find out with. By doing research online, I think its pretty much the same. Every school will actually brag about how good they are. >.<

If i enquire via agents, they will have to know what are our budgets and I really dislike it. Why can't they just let us know what are the choices of U that they have and we will only talk about the budgets stuff later on. zzz

I guess it will be pretty much the same too if I asked my current college. Cause Teeside is the only U that has affiliation with my college. And they often have people coming by to give talks and introduction of their U.

Sigh~ I really hope to find a good U cause I've already missed my college life. And I wish that my University life won't be as bad as this. wish me luck ~

I wonder how.. I wonder why

It's my final semester now - The model making. My lecturer has chosen my hotel's project to be one of the model. Frankly, I always longed for this semester to come. But when it comes, it was not what I expect.

Speaking of which, that means in 2 months time I will have to go for my internship program. This is something I'm not ready for.

-What if my boss/client wanted something from me but I don't know how?

-What happened if they think I'm too stupid and the 2years course its actually a waste of time?

-What if I gave them the wrong detailing/section that screw the whole project?

-What happened if I cannot hand in the work on time???

(*yea I knew I'm a bit over anxious but as I said.. I'M NOT READY FOR THIS)

I also knew that I should get my ass to work no matter what.. It's part of the life, deal with it~

wish my luck for not screwing it..

I ♥ Bangkok

Just came back from Bangkok. Was suppose to be a shopping trip but dad and Bel shopped more than me..awww~

But luckily I get to eat lots and lots of food. XD

Lots of photos and kinda lazy to post it all up here.

so click here for the photos.

Dyed my hair the next day after I came back from Thailand.

Was suppose to get a super chio brown hair but it turns out to be almost blonde T_T

My hair stylist told me its because my original hair colour is way too light so it turns out to be lighter.. sigh~ Dad says I look like "ang moh" from behind ( some more need to add on "from behind".. ). The first thing my maid told me is :"WAAAAA...". *speechless*

couldn't really see the colour of my hair but well it's worst than this. >.<

(ignore the narcissism and the messy room =x )

cute isn't it??

Apparently it was from my friend's boxer...

LOL.. I've never seen this... x.x

I've seen spongebob, paul frank, porno types of boxer but never once a sotong boxer..

Super super funny, was laughing my ass off when i saw this.

No idea why is it so funny but I just couldn't stop laughing *silly*

Life is short.

Life's Brief Candle

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more: it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.

William Shakespeare

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I believed most of you knew this poem. It was one of our syllabus in secondary's English literature.

What inspired me to post this was because many people that I have loved had left me.

Life is short and unpredictable.

One day, you are living your life happily and the next day you realized that you are down with critical illness.

The person that is very important to me had left me when I was young and was at a age that needed love.

I used to rely on people very much, I ordered people more than doing my own thing.

I guess I don't even know how to do any house work.

Yea, I admit people dislike me when I was young. I always get what I want, no one dare to say no to me.

And this is where my so-called-princess-temper came from.

I can imagine myself pointing at people and ordering them to do my work. What a joke.

It's pretty funny to think back to the old days.

Now, I have to do everything by myself.

No one to guide me, nobody telling me what is right or wrong.

I have to make my own decision. And I wish they are right.

I even learned how to wear a pads myself by reading the super thick home doctor book that someone gave me. Remember I didn't even know what is menstruation and was super panic when it happened to me.

I bought my first lingerie myself.

Went to secondary school by doing everything myself include registering, sending my application form and even went to the school myself in parents day.

My dad is always busy, busy with work as what I was told. I only see him at night and before I left for class.

We seldom talk, maybe it's not really comfortable for girls to talk with their dad.

I also represented my dad to visit Bel's teacher.

Now, I'm at college. and about to finish my course in 3 months time after my internship programme.

Or should I said, I'm already a grown-up?

There are life ahead me, and I don't know what are they, I guess nobody knows.

But I have choices too. Choices that will eventually change my life

It's like the poem 'The Road Not Taken' ( swt, what is wrong with me and the poems =.=, suddenly so poetic )

I'm stuck, for confusing in between the choices I have.

I'm a 21 year old girl, but I have problems that a normal 21 year old girl won't have.

I have to think like a grown-up, do like a grown-up.

Should I say that I have hard times in my life? No, don't think so.

We always have choices in our life. Choices that we made to lead our own life.

So what we have now is what we chose to be.

Even though there will be sacrifices if I chose either one, I will accept it sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

It's my choice and I should take it no matter what is the consequences or what is going to happen to me.

Life is short people~ Live your life to the fullest :)

Love,

Sotong

xoxo

I was tagged ..

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Starbucks Caramel Macchiato
2. Last phone call : Jipetgrass
3. Last text message : Jipetgrass
4. Last song you listened to : Tea for Two Cha Cha Cha by Tommy Dorsey
5. Last time you cried : 2 days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Yes
7. Been cheated : Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope??
9. Lost someone special : Yes,indeed very very special
10. Been depressed : Who doesn't?
11. Been drunk and threw up : I'm a good drinker *wink*

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Pink
13. White
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend : Yea. Love them <3
16. Fallen out of love : Hmmmmph
17. Laughed until you cried : Cannot really recall back
18. Met someone who changed you : Sort of
19. Found out who your true friends were : I always knew who are they
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Isn't it normal?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Hahahaha, yes?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Everyone?
23. How many kids do you want? : NONE
24. Do you have any pets : My dearest Poco
25. Do you want to change your name : I love my name. so nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Having fun with my best friends
27. What time did you wake up today : 8am.. swt >.<>
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Countdown on new year eve with my babes :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Leave this country.
30. Last time you saw your Mother : 8 years 11 months and 19 days
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I want my mum back.
32. What are you listening to right now : Last Night On Earth - Delta Goodrem
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yea.. I have 3 Tom in my list
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : My upset stomach & stupid meds
35. Most visited web page : The cool Hunter
36. Whats your real name : S.Shuen
37. Nicknames : Sotong
39. Zodiac sign : Libra or Scorpio? Not really a zodiac person
40. Male or female : Female
41. Elementary? : Tadika Eduland.
42. Middle School? : SRJK (C) Confucian.
43. High school/college? : Chong Hwa Independent High School, The One Academy, Pratique Asia College
44. Hair colour : Rojak
45. Long or short : Long, like a broom =.=
46. Height : 166cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : Nope
48: What do you like about yourself? : Being Straight forward? Some might not like it :)
49. Piercings : 7, one more to go *wink*
50. Tattoos : Coming soon. ><
51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Intestine
53. First piercing: 4 year old
54. First best friend : Kai Min
55. First sport you joined : I'm a runner
56. First vacation : USA
58. First pair of trainers: 8 year old


RIGHT NOW :

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : I'm not simple
60. Drinking : Cranberry juice @ 330am
61. I'm about to :Finish this asap
62. Listening to : Kenny G - SONGBIRD
63. Waiting to : feel tired?


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : NO
65. Get married? :Depends?
66. Career : I want to work in Club Med, Successful Interior Designer.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Lips
68. Hugs or kisses : Kisses.
69. Shorter or taller : Taller.
70. Older or younger : Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice arms and abs, I'm greedy
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship : Depends
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : None


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : Yes
77. Drank hard liquor : Yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : Yes.
79. Sex on first date : No
80. Broken someone's heart : Yes?
82. Been arrested : In school?? Uncountable =.=
83. Turned someone down : Yes.
84. Cried when someone died : Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend? : Yes?


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : Yes I do
87. Miracles : Sometimes
88. Love at first sight : Yes
89. Heaven : Why not ? Not too bad to have some imaginary thoughts
90. Santa Claus : 100%
91. Kiss on the first date :yes
92. Angels : No.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : No.
95. Did you sing today? : Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship? : No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go : Never look back
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be? : 1225
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Guess so?
100. Posting this as 100 truths? :Yeap

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I will then tag everyone in my list.. Vicky, Panda, Mimi, Annabel, Vince di, Zyniz etc etc