Sunday, October 19, 2008

Is sotong tough?

Is sotong tough? I think i was, but I'm no longer any tough girl anymore.
That day, when i was in the school doing my work in the lab. I dont know why I cried all a sudden.
My tears came down non stop. I ran to the toilet twice to prevent anyone saw me with that stupid face. I don't know why i cry though. Maybe its been a tough week for me.
Whenever I wanted to share my thoughts and when my problems popped up, I dont know who should i get to. I felt like i got neglected these days. So sometimes, I rather keep quiet instead of saying anything. Not giving any expression nor giving any respond. I know its rude and ppl might thought that im angry or what. But thats the best way for me to cover up all the depressed and unhappy part of me (i think it works, but it didnt T_T ).
My friends aint treating me like last time. No longer making fun of each other like what we used to. Maybe its because of my stupid temper. =.=" Well, they just dont understand me.. nobody understands me.
Everytime when people has problems, they come to me, but whenever i had problems, i dont know who should i get to. not that i dont trust my friends. But there is still a gap for me to share my thoughts. Like i need to cross over... =.=" Swt.
People always think that if i dont share my thoughts nobody will understand me. but they never stand at my side to think. Is it that easy to share my thoughts after all the things that happened on me? it might seemed like an easy job for them. But to me, hell no.
Share? everytime i took my very first step to share. They will just go like :" come one reanne, dont think so much, u always think too much lar. Nothing one lar.. u think too much only .." Well, ask yourself.. When u are trying to share some problems to a friend, and what he or she replied you was what i typed above, what will u feel? keeping it to ourselves better than sharing it out? Cause they will think that we are making a big fuss or trying to draw attention or just being mean. So why should we let people think that we are mean by just trying to share our problems?
It happened too many times on me. Maybe that made me no guts to share it out.
I know my friend care of me a lot. hereby to say thanks and sorry.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

weird sotong

Nowdays, I rather keep things to myself instead of speaking it out.
Why? Cause i think its pointless to say it out. I tried many times but no one understands me.
They will tell u :" come on girl, dont be so sad, cheer up lar, what sort ever etc etc". Whats the point of saying that to me. I know they cant do anything, but please at least really listen to what i say? Maybe they will think, aiks Reanne is making big fuss again. DOes anyone really care about what i say? Sometimes when I really say it out, U guys ended up laughing. Well, to me its nothing to laugh about. Its not funny at all.
Haiz. I dont know what im posting. Just dont feel like talking nowadays... 自闭自闭..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Papa's Fusion.

~Papa's Fusion~
Dad bought a cook book and decided to cook different kind of dishes due to the complaint that people given to him cause been eating the same dishes for years.
Here is his first trial.
I'll rate them 3/5 star.. ngiek ngiek X

Wasabi Prawns
wasabi with salad dressing and prawns.. yum yum~ ^^
Beijing Stir-Fried Jellyfish
hmmm. fried peanuts, celery, ginko nuts, dried scallop etc etc..
Pumpkin Seafood Soup
well.. I ratd this 5/5 stars.. yum yum.. really delicious..
Its green in colour but then the taste ICIBAN!!!
Spinach & Dory FIsh ( Sotong cooked the fish XD)
haha well.. i do think that this fish and the vege spoilt the whole fusion. but then they added strawberry to decorate it.
Taadaaa~ Thats our lunch