Monday, April 28, 2008


Cynthia, Catherina, Zyniz, Michelle, Soo Anne & Me

me and ham >.< (to mee, i finally have a photo with teeth shown)
Zyniz, me & Ham ( omg.. my eyes )

again >.<

yumeeeeeee >.<

omg.. kena snap shot when i clip my hair... AUNTIE!!!

Zyniz, Catherina & me

sigh.. woke up with both of my eyes swallon like gold fish.. T_T so cannot follow they all to 1u...
sigh... my eyes are like gold fish.. ARGH... even after i finish my eye treatment, i still have a bit of sore....sob sob...but still enjoy my steamboat meal.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Screening Session

Woke up at 10am.. Wanted to start my preparation asap so I won't messed up all the things. But, My eyeshadows just didn't work well >.<>
At about 12pm, Ham reached my house and taught me "catwalk". GOSH.. It's much more harder than learning my dance steps.. =.=" Practised for about one and a half hour then we left to Metropolitan College.
We reached there kinda early. So I called Winne and she told me its at room 2.15. I went inside and couldn't see anyone.. Then, someone came in after we were sitiing in the room for like 20 mins and told us that we should go to room 3.9. We went up and the room was locked... WTH ..XD
After that, there was this "ah neh neh" came to us and told us that room 3.8 is for interviewing and room 3.9 is the station.. I was like :" eek?? Only us? Where are the rest of them?" Even after I finished my interview, I can't see any girls.. SO SWEAT. All she said is just :" Thanks for attending and we will let you know whether you are in by this sunday." lol... and the interview jz took like 15 minutes...
Since its still early, we went to PYRAMID.. no doubt.. we bought stuffs... =p
That's all for today... PC so damn freaking lag.. No idea why is it so.. Type a bit and lag, type a bit then lag again.. ARGH!

Monday, April 21, 2008

Photo shooting for Daily Lifestyle Studio

Wah~ What an exhausted day~ Went ushering and photoshooting for daily lifestyle studio... It's their grand opening~

Top : Reanne, Zyniz, Soo Anne, Cynthia, Cathrina
Bottom : Xiao Wen, Michelle

Me and Michelle

Zyniz, Me & double xiao wen

Me and Michelle.. Isn't she hot.. XD

Zyniz, Xiao Wen & Me. We are wearing Op Art design dress.. Black and white rules!!

Me and Michelle... hehe =)

One of my favourite photo~ Me and Michelle again XD

Soo Anne, Cathrina, Zyniz, Cynthia, Me

Zyniz and I

Cathrina and I

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Sunway Trip

Hahahahaha... Finally can settle down from those assignments and exams... weee~
Today, we went to Sunway Lagoon instead of Port Dickson. We chose theme park
+ Scream Park ( Scream Park is a new attraction, a ghost house).
The scream park was the only ghost house that really stop my heart beat. That's really really scary man... >.<"
After we finished playing both dry and wet park, all of us were starving.. I wanted to get the fried rice at first.. but it cost RM 11 which I think is kinda ridiculous.. >.< It's only a little rice and a small fried chicken.. Then, we changed to another stall that sell something similiar to Old Town Cafe. I chose Nasi Lemak and guess what.. Its only rm8 !!!! very cheap compared to the fried rice.. It contained 2 pieces of rendang chicken, Sambal, peanuts and etc. And it taste really good too.After finished our food.. We decided to go to the Scream Park while digesting since we couldnt go for any rides.
Before we went in, there is this cowboy guy gave us a little brief of what is happening inside.. He said there are four parts in the scream part.. 1st, we will see some short clips of a horror movie.. 2nd, We will go in to some 4D maze with ghosts ( pretended by human ). 3rd, we will go in to something similiar to ghost house. 4th, we will go in to something called " Prison Break ".. No one knows what that..
Without hesitating, we all agreed and went in to the scream park. when we went in, we felt a sudden breeze( maybe is because of the air cond but who cares... its GHOST HOUSE!!). Then, there is this security guard came out to lead us in... There were 7 of us, lining in.. Then all a sudden, a guy with scary paint on his face pop out in front of us. His voice was weird (Like those ghost's voice that can be heard in the movie). I was shouting my lung off~ I almost dropped to the floor as if my legs were gone. I'm so scared.. That guy really fabbergusted me... >.<
While we were watching the horror movie clips.. No one notice that there are actually 3 of the other "ghosts" around us(The room is too dark). They were blowing some air at our neck and some of them were actually standing besides us. I wanted to turn and talk to ham, but who knows this "ghost" was standing so near behind me and starring at me.. I immediatly shout and everyone have no idea what is happening until Ham and Doris noticed it. Then they started to come nearer and nearer.. AS if there were 5 of them in the room....T_T Ham and I were shouting our lungs off and both of us were hugging tightly to each other and crying at the same time..
Then we are sent to another room.. We are required to wear a specs for 4d effects. We went thru this bridge that is really awesome.. The bridge isin't moving but with the specs, all of us were dizzy and couldn't even walk in a line. After that, we went to the "prison break". This room really impressed all of us.. and in the same time is the scariest part.. There are at least 4 to 5 prisoners in there.. All of them are with BLood stained shirt and Scary painted face.. They will come very near to us but they wont touch us.. That already almost took my soul away.. I was shouting all the way. And because of that.. those ghosts like to come near me.... arghhh!!
The prison break was like a maze.. all of us were so nervous cause we couldnt get out from there.. Ham, Doris, Jven and I were too afriad until we closed our eyes and follow the others..
After about 20 minutes.. We finally get out... I lost my sound.... And guess what.. Im the one who decided to go for the scream park... >.<" Sweat..

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Dad's 49th Birthday

~Happy "37"th Birthday~
should be 49, but he refuse to admit.

Dad & AllynUncle Allistar
with his favourite song.. forgot what d.
A random shot, looks funny XDPoor bugs..
I think she must be thinking :" Are you sure you guys wanna sing?"Wanna snap a shot of bugs but saw this cute uncle with his cute pose.. CUTE!!This group of gossipers =.="
did not pay respect to the "elderly" when they sing
He said :" I will get heart attack listening to what u guys sing"

Saturday, April 5, 2008


As with many of relationship topics, a certain amount of attention to what we mean by particular words is helpful and often necessary when discussing jealousy.

It is important to distinguish jealousy from envy. To oversimplify, jealousy is angry, envy is wistful. Jealousy is destructive, envy rarely is.

Insecurity, as used below, just means a lack of security. It does not imply that the insecure person is bad, or good. It does not imply that the insecurity is warranted or unwarranted. It simply means that the person is not secure, either in themselves, their relationship, or what have you.

Don't Deny Jealousy, Deal with It

Okay, let's say you've found that you are jealous. It's not going to be easy, but what can you do to solve it?

One of the biggest mistakes you can make is to try and hide it (in the long term, that doesn't mean you have to display it at the moment you feel it.) Jealousy is usually a signal of something needing fixing, and ignoring that usually only makes things worse.

Instead, I would suggest asking yourself "What do I feel insecure about?" Do I feel unattractive or uninteresting myself? Do I doubt the other persons love for me? Their physical attraction? Do I doubt that I can have the type of relationship I want?

Once you've figured out what the core discomfort is, then it's appropriate to ask yourself if your fears are well-founded. If it is, perhaps talking to your partner about what you are afraid of and why you believe your fears are well-founded makes sense.

A different case is where you are pretty sure that your fears are unwarranted, but you just feel insecure (often about yourself more than the relationship) anyhow. That, in my experience, is a more difficult case, and it's hard to know precisely what to do about it, but I have been there, and part of what worked for me lies in the story behind the next item....

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

You Will Have To Pay For It

NO? No then no... You think I care? This was not the first time, I'm used to it.
By the moment i ask you, I've already got the answer in my mind. Asking you is just to double confirm and also trying my luck to see whether you will change your mind or not.
But, as usual, I got the answer that I used to get it from you.
Since standard 6, you always give me excuses for not allowing me to for a trip with friends.
I always missed the graduation trip.. I'm 19 now.. But it doesn't make any changes.
I'm still treated like a 12 year old child. Whatever, I don't really care about it anymore.
Do what u like, I'll just follow. Even if i changed to be a girl with no soul, that's always because of you. I meant it.
You always said that girls should be more independent compared with guys because people always take advantages from girls. Guess what? You don't give us a chance to be independent.
You don't even listen to what we said. Even if we said, i think u will take it as "kids talk" which is not matured.
Sometimes, that made us don't feel like telling you anything about us, even if we had something that we really wanted to express.
Well.~ I'm really tired of it. I don't give a shit on it!!

Recently ~~

Been unlucky recently. Everything seem not smooth and its always the other ends.
What to do.. My life are always unlucky. =.="
Sorry for not being optimistic. Not for these few days.
Had a strong feeling to dance on a stage.. To relieve the stress and shake off all the burden..
haha.. but of course not with my 47 years old partner. Sorry to say that, but he just like to dance according his way which i dont really like. =p
nothing much to post i think.. Well i better go to bed earlier.
Been sleeping at 2~3am these 2 days..
Good night all.. sleep tight.