Im qualified now =)

Weeeeee~ I'm now a qualified driver.. no longer P license... kekekekeke =3
No more bullies..... ^.^ (My turn to bully now =D)
Dad also promised to send my car for tinted glass (After begging for almost a year =.=").. Finally!!!
Went to MV and bought myself a formal top.. ngiek ngiek.. couldn't find a suitable bottom.. I was thinking of going for a high waist skirt.. but I look weird on them >..<
Speaking of formal, it makes me think of my presentation and assignments..
My presentation will be on the 14th April and my progress for my office space design is only 40%... wth.....I'm going to fail.. T_T
wish me luck @_@

Sotong in curly hair...

After dropping Claudia back to her home.
We decided to try on the temporary curl on my hair... Since Im still confusing whether to keep my hair straight or curl it.
This is the outcome.. OMG...
I look soooooooooo old... =x
*TaaaaaDaaaaaa*

This is me in curly hair.. give me some ideas pls...=)
This was before.. which one better eh?

I miss the days....

Even though we see each other everyday, we spend most of the time at home, but we don't understand each other at all.
We have no common topic to talk about, we only talk when we need to ask.
You don't share your thoughts, you won't let us know that you are unhappy. We know you try not to make us worry, but by not saying anything, we worried more..
Even if we asked you, you never answer the right question.
You only sit in front of your PC, playing your games. Its been ages since we do things together.
Since then, the only time we sit together is dinner time.
I miss the days when we do things together, we talk about anything, we laugh together.

New Year cookies..~

weeee~ We can hear new year song wherever we go, the mall, the night market and even the radio >.< That means Chinese New year is just few steps ahead.. weeee~ here comes all the angpows... *saliva dripping* wakakakka =3
Went to bought all the recipes and ingredients for new year cookies today cause we are going to bake our own cookies.... yay~!!
Bugs planned to bake a traditional cookies named "龙饼" don't really know the english name.. haha but its in dragon shaped. I'm going to bake butter cookies, peanut cookies and corn flakes cookies..
There are three person who are going to join us tomorrow... 2 of them are bugs's friend and another one is miss ham ham.. haha just hope we dont screwed the kitchen and all our cookies are successful.. will post some photos tomorrow if i have it.

Bom Cha Cha~ Bom Cha Cha~

Guess what? Im going back to my ballroom dance.. Been slacking for quite some time so I guess is time for me to go back to my ballroom class. I was in bronze class but now i guess I need to go all over again cause I don't really remember all the steps. hahahah XD
Went to Zumba class in California today. The dance have some latin music, some cha cha and salsa moves and some mixture off different dance steps. Its something really fun !!~ I don't really know what is zumba so i googled it and here is what it is --
---Zumba is a style of intense dance-aerobics workout with pulsating latin music.The 60-minute program incorporates footwork and body movements from flamenco, salsa and other dances. Participants pump their legs, windmill their arms, gyrate their hips, clap their hands, dip, slide and spin — all to a frenzied beat that leaves them with flushed cheeks and dripping in sweat.---

Check this out --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vf0q6qtThF4

Abandoned Blogspot... sobsss T_T

Hmm... Im not really sure if people still check out my blog and tag me in their blog cause I'm really unactive in this.. But I still check out all the linkies I have all the time.. Don't u guys worry =3 ngiek ngiek
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Awww~ I really put on weight after my vacation and my so-called-term break. Its just a short term break, but I couldnt see how i put on weight. >.<" I guess its just because I really ate a lot.. I think this is the issue that most of the girls and woman are afriad of and most concern about.. No doubt Im definately one of them. LOL..
I do always head to the gym and do those stretching at home (all the time that kinda annoying according to bugs..haha)... until today when Vicky rang me up and we talked about this issue.. She told me that actually doing cardios won't make me slim!!! Cardio is just for building muscle and toning up...

Now help me~ I really need to know :
-can gym really help me slim down or just building muscle that will make me look HUGE?(cause i noticed that since i went to gym my thighs and arms look "stronger" than usual. Im just afriad if I continue I'll turn muscular)
-can dance class and gym make me slim down?
-If i do weightlifting, do I go for the weight that I can carry or 1lb heavier?

----Please leave your comment at the chatbox on your left, really appreciate it.. I really want to know them... Thanks a lot and sorry to those who think that this issue is stupid or what so ever----

After ages..

AGAIN.. Im back.. after a long long time.. Sorry for not replying all the shoutout at my blog... Sorry >.<
Just came back from Bintan CLub Med, Indonesia, Love it so so much there. Although its a 5 days 4 nights trip, but it was not enough for both me and my sister. We wished that we could stay there for a couple of weeks.. LOL... ridiculous huh? When you really relax and knowing new people there, you wont say that.
For the first day, it was bored and we both thought that this trip will be a trip for my dad and his gf because we couldnt play any watersport..T_T Its monsoon season..awww~~
The next day, after we met some nice people, there is where the fun started... We were hanging around with friends, ignoring the adults, having all our meals with our friends and even planning our own events.
We even went for Flying trapeze personal lesson. Bugs managed to perform with the entire circus team with Racheal (our new friend from Shaghai), Giselle ( a cool cool girl but has a nice smile), Michelle & Alicia ( two friendly sisters from Singapore).
I quite sad that i couldnt get my 2nd tricks -- Split done.. But anyway I still have my cert for "Knee Hang" and im ready for the catch.. I missed it the first day and i manged to get it done the second day.. woooo~ Although my knee and my entire body hurt, but I do think is worth it. haha i might sound like im insane but i think its fun when i see the bruices all over my body without feeling any pain.. XD
I wanted to share my flying trapeze video here but too bad its too huge to upload.
But there are some pictures I would like to share... Enjoy~

The first day~ huge chest~

Bugsie and Sotong

Allyn, Papa and Me

Nice View right? haha.. miss it lots <3Ready for the catch!! haha.. From left : ?, Michelle, Alicia, Racheal, Giselle and BugsThe performance night.. "The Flying Trapeze Show"~ here come bugs and the entire circus team!!!Saya,Bugs and me~The Entire Circus Team~
wuuuhooooo~~~

my so-called-busy-days

hmmm.. Im suppose to be very busy at this time. Finals are just few weeks to go, but I'm still not doing what I'm suppose to do. >.< Im really lazy, I only do when I see everybody is doing the same thing in class. I wont even touch it at home. I rather play with my viwawa and nds.
I NEED MOTIVATIONS!!! T_T
Finally, I saw some improvement on myself. I finally can control my temper. Well, it might still happened once in awhile, but then at least not as often as usual.. ngiek ngiek XD If u guys are seeing this.. pls dont laugh..
That day, I asked my dad if i can moved out and stayed alone. I really wished to do that if i could, although i knew the answer is always a big NO NO. unexpectedly, he told me he will allow me if I left the car at home and he will only give me rm800 a month (included all the expenses--obviously its not enough). =.=
He and his gf seemed like getting along quite well which made me felt disgusting. >.<>

~19th birthday~

~Sotong's 19th Birthday~
Sorry for posting it after 2 weeks.. been very busy lately >.<
anyway.. enjoy the photos.. kinda lame...XD

I guess papa sotong didnt know that her daughther has cloudrophobia...@_@

This was nice... yum yum**

From left : Doris. Sotong. Ham. Shayne..
The bottom.. Miss bugs.. XD

pity bugs.....=D

Bugsie and Sotong

Cupcakes from my calssmates.. Love ya all <3
Custom made with sotong in it... wuuuu~

hahahaha... love it so much... thanks guys^^

*make a wish*

Best Bud for ever

bugsie and me

wuuu.. passing the birthday card to miss dai lou.. and that's me...

Me and my leng. haha

Is sotong tough?

Is sotong tough? I think i was, but I'm no longer any tough girl anymore.
That day, when i was in the school doing my work in the lab. I dont know why I cried all a sudden.
My tears came down non stop. I ran to the toilet twice to prevent anyone saw me with that stupid face. I don't know why i cry though. Maybe its been a tough week for me.
Whenever I wanted to share my thoughts and when my problems popped up, I dont know who should i get to. I felt like i got neglected these days. So sometimes, I rather keep quiet instead of saying anything. Not giving any expression nor giving any respond. I know its rude and ppl might thought that im angry or what. But thats the best way for me to cover up all the depressed and unhappy part of me (i think it works, but it didnt T_T ).
My friends aint treating me like last time. No longer making fun of each other like what we used to. Maybe its because of my stupid temper. =.=" Well, they just dont understand me.. nobody understands me.
Everytime when people has problems, they come to me, but whenever i had problems, i dont know who should i get to. not that i dont trust my friends. But there is still a gap for me to share my thoughts. Like i need to cross over... =.=" Swt.
People always think that if i dont share my thoughts nobody will understand me. but they never stand at my side to think. Is it that easy to share my thoughts after all the things that happened on me? it might seemed like an easy job for them. But to me, hell no.
Share? everytime i took my very first step to share. They will just go like :" come one reanne, dont think so much, u always think too much lar. Nothing one lar.. u think too much only .." Well, ask yourself.. When u are trying to share some problems to a friend, and what he or she replied you was what i typed above, what will u feel? keeping it to ourselves better than sharing it out? Cause they will think that we are making a big fuss or trying to draw attention or just being mean. So why should we let people think that we are mean by just trying to share our problems?
It happened too many times on me. Maybe that made me no guts to share it out.
I know my friend care of me a lot. hereby to say thanks and sorry.