my so-called-busy-days

hmmm.. Im suppose to be very busy at this time. Finals are just few weeks to go, but I'm still not doing what I'm suppose to do. >.< Im really lazy, I only do when I see everybody is doing the same thing in class. I wont even touch it at home. I rather play with my viwawa and nds.
I NEED MOTIVATIONS!!! T_T
Finally, I saw some improvement on myself. I finally can control my temper. Well, it might still happened once in awhile, but then at least not as often as usual.. ngiek ngiek XD If u guys are seeing this.. pls dont laugh..
That day, I asked my dad if i can moved out and stayed alone. I really wished to do that if i could, although i knew the answer is always a big NO NO. unexpectedly, he told me he will allow me if I left the car at home and he will only give me rm800 a month (included all the expenses--obviously its not enough). =.=
He and his gf seemed like getting along quite well which made me felt disgusting. >.<>

~19th birthday~

~Sotong's 19th Birthday~
Sorry for posting it after 2 weeks.. been very busy lately >.<
anyway.. enjoy the photos.. kinda lame...XD

I guess papa sotong didnt know that her daughther has cloudrophobia...@_@

This was nice... yum yum**

From left : Doris. Sotong. Ham. Shayne..
The bottom.. Miss bugs.. XD

pity bugs.....=D

Bugsie and Sotong

Cupcakes from my calssmates.. Love ya all <3
Custom made with sotong in it... wuuuu~

hahahaha... love it so much... thanks guys^^

*make a wish*

Best Bud for ever

bugsie and me

wuuu.. passing the birthday card to miss dai lou.. and that's me...

Me and my leng. haha

Is sotong tough?

Is sotong tough? I think i was, but I'm no longer any tough girl anymore.
That day, when i was in the school doing my work in the lab. I dont know why I cried all a sudden.
My tears came down non stop. I ran to the toilet twice to prevent anyone saw me with that stupid face. I don't know why i cry though. Maybe its been a tough week for me.
Whenever I wanted to share my thoughts and when my problems popped up, I dont know who should i get to. I felt like i got neglected these days. So sometimes, I rather keep quiet instead of saying anything. Not giving any expression nor giving any respond. I know its rude and ppl might thought that im angry or what. But thats the best way for me to cover up all the depressed and unhappy part of me (i think it works, but it didnt T_T ).
My friends aint treating me like last time. No longer making fun of each other like what we used to. Maybe its because of my stupid temper. =.=" Well, they just dont understand me.. nobody understands me.
Everytime when people has problems, they come to me, but whenever i had problems, i dont know who should i get to. not that i dont trust my friends. But there is still a gap for me to share my thoughts. Like i need to cross over... =.=" Swt.
People always think that if i dont share my thoughts nobody will understand me. but they never stand at my side to think. Is it that easy to share my thoughts after all the things that happened on me? it might seemed like an easy job for them. But to me, hell no.
Share? everytime i took my very first step to share. They will just go like :" come one reanne, dont think so much, u always think too much lar. Nothing one lar.. u think too much only .." Well, ask yourself.. When u are trying to share some problems to a friend, and what he or she replied you was what i typed above, what will u feel? keeping it to ourselves better than sharing it out? Cause they will think that we are making a big fuss or trying to draw attention or just being mean. So why should we let people think that we are mean by just trying to share our problems?
It happened too many times on me. Maybe that made me no guts to share it out.
I know my friend care of me a lot. hereby to say thanks and sorry.

weird sotong

Nowdays, I rather keep things to myself instead of speaking it out.
Why? Cause i think its pointless to say it out. I tried many times but no one understands me.
They will tell u :" come on girl, dont be so sad, cheer up lar, what sort ever etc etc". Whats the point of saying that to me. I know they cant do anything, but please at least really listen to what i say? Maybe they will think, aiks Reanne is making big fuss again. DOes anyone really care about what i say? Sometimes when I really say it out, U guys ended up laughing. Well, to me its nothing to laugh about. Its not funny at all.
Haiz. I dont know what im posting. Just dont feel like talking nowadays... 自闭自闭..

Papa's Fusion.

~Papa's Fusion~
Dad bought a cook book and decided to cook different kind of dishes due to the complaint that people given to him cause been eating the same dishes for years.
Here is his first trial.
I'll rate them 3/5 star.. ngiek ngiek X

Wasabi Prawns
wasabi with salad dressing and prawns.. yum yum~ ^^

Beijing Stir-Fried Jellyfish
hmmm. fried peanuts, celery, ginko nuts, dried scallop etc etc..

Pumpkin Seafood Soup
well.. I ratd this 5/5 stars.. yum yum.. really delicious..
Its green in colour but then the taste ICIBAN!!!

Spinach & Dory FIsh ( Sotong cooked the fish XD)
haha well.. i do think that this fish and the vege spoilt the whole fusion. but then they added strawberry to decorate it.

Taadaaa~ Thats our lunch

A little bit to share..

Its Uncle Max birthday... Happy 22nd Birthday~ XD

He lost the game and he was punished to dance in front of everyone..
Haha.. he must be very pissed when he saw this. But i guess he wont check my blog.. Ngiek ngiek XD
Have a look at his dance.. Old uncle having 80's dance.. wakakakak

Im not EMO... >_<

hmmm. kena complain cause i didn't post my blog.. here i come... yeeeeehaaaaaaa.... XD
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Been very emotional lately. Don't ask me why, I don't know for myself too.
Maybe due to my MC visit? Possible possible..
Sometimes, I just feel like keeping quiet instead of talking too much. So, sometimes i won't give any response or not even any facial expression (cool huh? that's me =.="). Well, I know it's kinda lame.
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U really changed a lot. U wasn't like that last time. Don't really used to what you are now. But I'll try my best to cope with it. Not to say that it wasn't a good change. But it seemed like so-not-you.
I don't know whether you are trying your best to cope with the others or what. In my opinion, it looks like a clown? I dont know any other better word to describe. Just don't make fun of yourself. people wont just think that you are funny. You won't know what people is thinking. They might think that you are stupid? retarded? Learn how to protect yourself in some way. Well, I know you won't check my blog. Just feel like posting it out. Been thinking for days on how to tell you, but I couldn't make it. So I posted it here. Do not change for the sake of joining the others. I know I'm nobody to you, but its just an opinion from me.

RIP~ my dearest aunt.

It happened too sudden. I just went to visit her and the next day, my dad told me she passed away.
Went to her funeral, everyone seem sad and down. But then its not like what i expected.
Maybe everyone knew that she couldn't last long. Or maybe everyone was tough~
It was a Taoist funeral, like what people told me. Not really sure whats the different between Taoist funeral and Buddhist funeral. My mum's was Buddhist funeral, they only patter and pay their last respect.
Taoist funeral need to have lots of procedure and tradition. Its kinda scary in a way though~
In the last day of the funeral, they have music band to perform some very very sad old song.. Kinda out of pitch and errr.. i dont know how to explain. I tried to hold my tears but those stupid music just made them lose control.. >.<>
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I wonder if anyone still remember my mum? Its been 7 years since she left us.
I think it will be very different now if she is still here. Maybe we have different activities every weekend.
Family gathering every week. Shopping together.. Baking cakes together etc etc

Again..

hmmm... was heading to somewhere for yum cha session. And I'm talking on the phone while I'm driving like nobody cares =.=", all a sudden i heard siren and saw a policemen drove across me by my side.
I quickly dumped my phone under my car seat and hope that he didn't saw me talking on the phone.
I pretend not to look at him so that he wont call me.. I try to speed up a bit but the traffic was kinda congested. >.<
He did spotted me... Ahhhhh, not again T_T He ask me to stop by a side and asked for my driving license. >..<
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Policemen :" Tadi awak ada cakap telefon ya?"
Sotong : "Ha?? apa?? tak da lah.. kalau ada saya memang guna headset punya." ( i wore my bluetooth before i stop my car by aside. wakakaka XD)
Policemen :"Tapi saya memang nampak awak cakap telefon lah.."
Sotong :" Memang tak ada lah.."
*all a sudden my phone rang.. Omg.. Luckily i mute my radio*
Policemen :" Telefon awak dering ke?"
Sotong :" Ha??? Bukan lar. itu radio saya.." (haha... it was definately ot the radio. very obvious it was a ringtone.."
Policemen :" Ya ke? ok la.. jalan jalan."
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Omg. I'll never believe that i did say that... hahahaha
if i didnt say that, I might getting a summon taht cost me rm 300.. NO way... XD
I knew it sounds very ridiculous. I dont know whether mr policemen really believe that was my radio or he just cant do anything but to let me go.
But from that incident onwards, I swear I'll Switch on my bluetooth everytime when im driving.

*broken malay. luckily mr policemen still understand my malay... hahahah. ngiek =x*

IM BACK ~~!!!!! X

hmmm.. my term break ended and ive got to start a whole new sem again. >.<>
Luckily my term break was very very fun... thanks to my classmates. <3>
Went to Phuket and Penang. Although it was just a short trip of 3 days and 2 nights in Penang, But we really did have fun there.
Playing cards till 3am while Doris was trying to sleep. Went to the beach at 7am (which i think is pretty insane.. hahaha.. haven't manage to sleep 3 hours).
Playing volleyball in the beach (although none of us are good in that) that made ppl around us keep laughing. =.="
Striped off Max while he was camwhoring and threw him to the sea. =.= luckily his camera is waterproof... XD
Burried Wai leong in the sand. Make him a big 'bird' and huge boobies.... =D and all of us sat on him.. wakakakaka.
Went to Pasar Malam In the middle of the rain.. so stupid... Me and Ham wrapped ourself like we were arabian (p.s except good features, i think we did look like..)
Ate a lot a lot of food... PENANG FOOD. yum yum ~ =)
Wanted to BBQ at the last night in penang. But too bad it was raining. So instead of wasting all the food and stuff we bought, we decided to boiled them or microwaved them. We cooked the whole night and ate all the food we bought.. Omg.. But since that day, i love boiled sausage and fish balls. hahaha.
On the way back to KL, we dropped by at Kuala Kangsar-Doris's Kampung. Her kampung really funny, they have malay area, indian area and chinese area.. not racism. BUt then different race is running different business. the chinese there are running rubber estate and fruits business while the others have diff job.
She brought us to Malay area for lunch since all of us were starving. We were brought to a attap shop where they sell malay laksa and ABC. hmmm we ordered one laksa and it cost us for RM1.50 ONLY!!!! where to find this kind of price in KL? aiyoyoyo.. and the ABC jz cost us for RM1. so all of us ordered two plates of laksa and ABC.LOL it cost us rm27 for 7 persons in total. We also managed to have after-lunch-dessert.. ngiek XD
Really had fun there. thanks all.. ^^